Me Me Me

Well the baby steps have begun. I’ve started therapy to start helping me be me again.

The question is the same as the answer. Well the question is,whats wrong and how can it be fixed. Me Me Me.

I’ve spent too long and lost to much to continue to blame others.

It’s gonna be a long painful journey but I’m walking with God so it’s all good.

I’m still starting me freelance writing. Therapy is just another chapter in the book of Eddie.

Prayers are always welcome

M. D. M

Confused I am about how life should be. I struggle to know how to be represented as the real me.

I’ve been doing what I thought was obviously right, why is then, I cry every night.

I struggle and push my loved ones away. Change can be real, and it started today.

Love is the most painful emotion, I need to show you my true love and devotion.

This season is tough and there’s no need it should be. Without you by my side I struggle with me.

Your strong and kind hearted and for that I am grateful. All the problems we have are an absolute plate full.

I will never give up and you will see, today it got real and its my time to fix me.

Freelance Writing

Starting to get excited for my new journey.

I have realized lately that I REALLY need to do more writing and less talking

I know it’s Christmas but I’m in the fight of my life with Satan. He just doesn’t want me to be happy. I however refuse to give into his wickedness.

I will never stop fighting for God,because God never stopped fighting for me.

Write or Wrong

I have decided to broaden my writing abilities. I have looked into and decided to give freelance writing a go.

I will still be doing my blog as time permits. I just don’t want to waste my writing diploma or skills doing nothing but dreaming of my future.

My future is writing. Don’t get me wrong, I enjoy getting up early and working hard to just barely get by.

Obviously that was sarcasm, my family needs me as much as I need them. I’m tired of being tired all the time.

As a hockey fan, I will never forget what Wayne Gretzky said ” you miss 100% of the shots you don’t take.”

My boys C. K. G

I may not live in a castle, but to my boys, I am a king.

I may not have alot of money, but when I see my boys smile and love me, I am the riches man alive.

I may not be that smart, but my boys listen and grow wisdom from my words. So I am no dummy.

I will never stop loving or teaching my boys to be the best they can be.

Nothing in life is easy, but perseverance is key. Never stop fighting for your beliefs.

Life is a struggle, if you have something or someone worth fighting for then lace up your gloves and swing away.

Raw Truth pt. 1

What can I say? or I guess how should I say it?

My walk to God was not easy or fast, but it was by far the best walk I ever took.

I spent ALOT of my life as a drug addict and alcoholic.

My poor choices cost me a beautiful little daughter. I also lost my freedom for a short time…. Felt like forever to me though.

I lost alot of friends and family because of my clouded judgements.

In the book Iam writing about my life I go into greater detail.

I’m nobody special or famous but my story needs to be told and hopefully heard.

The raw truth

People ask me why I do this. The answer is simple. I’ve had a hard life, which I did to myself. I want to help people through my stories and life lessons I’ve learned.

Sooner than later the truth needs to come out, what better place for that than here.

I hope you are all enjoying my blog so far because the raw truth is coming.

Stay tuned friends and I hope my downfalls help someone. If you have questions please ask, don’t be shy. I’m not and maybe that’s half my problem.

Seriously though, I will put a little bit on each night. I need you to know why I do what I do and why I am how I am